another beginning

i've just started college. the next 4 or so years are supposedly the prime years of my life and here i am wasting them away as a biology/film double major, theatre minor, pre-medicine emphasis. yes. you heard right. quite a mouthful,...no? when i'm not studying for my ridiculous biology tests, i operate, supposedly, as a normal college student i.e. hanging out with friends, participating in "healthy" activities, and anything of that boring sort. 

truth is, i have previously dabbled in blogs and podcasts and things of this nefarious nature. really, the only reason i'm doing this is so that i have a journal of kinds to read when i'm however old and am feeling slightly nostalgic. 

one problem is whether to tell people i have a blog or not. see, if i tell people i know, i can't write anything i want without fear of being reprimanded. and who knows what the professors will do when they see that dear little peter is writing bad things about them. again, here is the problem: my chances to get into medical school are drastically lowered if a professor of mine sees any insulting comments towards them. perhaps i should stay away from that matter all together. perhaps. but really, if anyone who knew me read this, they would instantly know it's me. biology and film double major? i'm pretty sure i'm the only one in the western hemisphere.

writing kind of relaxes me. problem is, my handwriting is shit and so i resort to online journaling. how gay is that. man, i am such a dweeb. 

as for my future, people ask, what will you do with a film/bio double major? and then they all say, "hey you should film national geographic" usually followed by a disgusting gargle of a laugh.

no. i'm going to be a doctor. and a good one at that. i've known it since i was 3. 

film is just for shits and giggles.